Tuesday 31 January 2017

I want to quit



I want to quit, I can't hassle anymore, it's been an year I have started this, I am working day and night, haven't made a single penny, it's getting harder..

I want to quit, it's too much to balance between work,home and kid, I don't get a minute for me, I feel tired..

I want to quit, these bags feel heavy on my back, wondering around, waiting for perfect captures, sleeping in forest, in deserts, in tents. I long for home..

I want to quit, I haven't been able to think single  scene, I think I don't fit in, there are better movie makers than me, I feel lost..

I want to quit, I can't lift weights again, I can't run single mile more, I cant handle anymore bruise on my face, I don't want that medal too.. 

I want to quit..

I failed one more exam, I lost one more game, my new recipe still taste disaster, my one more blog post went unread, i missed my son's PT meeting once again, my hands still shakes in OT today,  my start up yet not funded, I still cry in efforts..

But, I won't quit

Cz,

All the little things I long

All the pretty things I crave 

Of all the images I behold

My struggle is the most beautiful.. 

I won't quit.. 

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  1. The journey is what matters, is well conveyed by the conclusion.those small small things

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  144. That's the spirit.
    ನೀವೆ ಫೋನ್ ಮಾಡಿ. ನೀವ್ ಶುರು ಮಾಡಬಾರದು ಅಂತ ರೂಲ್ಸ್ ಏನು ಇಲ್ಲ ಅಲ್ವಾ!!

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